Monday, May 18, 2009

0518

There are only eight more days where I will wake up & do the very same routine I have done for four years, drive half asleep to school, do homework in the class that its due. 
I remember seniors last year began to miss everything around this time. When the days began to wind down, memories came back to them. Yet, it hasn't occured to me yet. The sorrow, the grief that was part of them, hasn't found it's way here. I never knew I could be so nonchalant, its a tad frightening. Maybe its only these past few days. I've never felt so tired in my life. 

On a side note, I should never blog when I wake up from a nap again. The tone of this blog is so apathetic, which is completely disassociated with how I feel right now, honestly. These past few days have been a cheek to cheek smile for me. Too much happened & I'm tired once again, so off to bed I go !

Saturday, May 2, 2009

0502

Tests everyday next week.
League individuals next week.
After next week, I'm done.

Until then, I hate studying.